Hey guys, for the past year I've been struggling with anxiety and depression. I feel so useless sometimes that I'll sit in my room for hours looking in a mirror telling myself everything wrong I've done. Art is one of my only coping mechanisms for this and I'm not motivated enough to do so. Everything insides me hurts and I want it to stop. I tried to make it stop last May with and electrical cord. Didn't work. I don't know why I'm saying all this, after all no one will ever read it, what's it worth. I'm going to be on a slight hiatus until I get this figured out.
And just for clarifications, my family, friends, and boyfriend have all tried